sometimes i feel so dumb. but at the same time i just feel like everybody else in the world is not trying to help me out, help me understand whats going on or what i am doing wrong. sometimes i just feel that people don't care. i find my self overreacting when somebody doesn't do something right away. then i just totally freak out and then make the other person feel like totall shit because that is how i felt when they didnt call me or come over or talk to me in anyway. but the thing is... i know when im acting like this, but i can't stop it and i can't help it, and it makes it even worse. well anyways... im going to go maybe this will help me maybe it will make people see what goes through my head and maybe next time it happens instead of making me feel worse, they can help me.

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